meri shadi ko 4 saal ho gyi h . papa army m h . meri studies complete ni hui thi toh parents k sath rahti thi m . sasural 4 ya 5 baar hi aayi hu . husband pasand ni h meko . sasur sheep herder h . husband k pas bhi job ni h . on the other hand m 9 class se relation m hu kisi or k sath . meko lga tha divorce le lugi to shadi kr li jis se parents ne kha us se kuki agr ni krti to studies band kar dete meri to shadi k time pr maine koi oppose ni kiya .husband k sath do bar bas physical relation bna h nd vo bhi meko bht guilty feel hota bht rona aata h mko ni pdne h vo . or na mera man krta h uske sath rhne ka..husband ko sab bta diya ki I lv someone else n dnt want to live with him .bt husband jbdarsti rhna chahta h sath mai...parents ko sab bta diya but vo jbdarsti rkhna chahte h mko sasural .. husband ne kai bar maara puta bhi h meko gla bhi diya ek var . ab maine ye decide kiya h ki meko kisi k sath ni rhna I want to spend my life alone mko sanyaas lena h mko divorce mil jyega kya agr m sanyas lena chau toh nd kya conditions kya hogi .plz rply soon .bht prblm m hu mai.